Last June I resigned from leading out as worship pastor, at a church that has a business man for a Church leader. He isnt even an honest man at that... God was pushing on me for a year to walk away from under all that and I was so chicken that if I left, I would end up broke and unemployed forever...but.. It felt unrighteous for me to continue on there.... So I surrendered to my God, he runs the show for this guy... 6 months have now passed and I feel like I am off earth's radar.
....Still God is in charge even though it feels
crap.
Obedience to God doesnt always mean he's gonna give you a big shiny gift to make you forget the pain and the people you had to leave behind.
A fellow musician sent me some cold comfort today in an email quote: "Better a crust of bread eaten in peace than riches and strife "
